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Dombey and Son
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Dombey and Son
Dombey sat in the corner of the darkened room in the great armchair by the bedside, and Son lay tucked up warm in a little basket bedstead, carefully disposed on a low settee immediately in front of the fire and close to it, as if his constitution were analogous to that of a muffin, and it was essential to toast him brown while he was very new.
Dombey was about eight-and-forty years of age. Son about eight-and-forty minutes. Dombey was rather bald, rather red, and though a handsome well-made man, too stern and pompous in appearance, to be prepossessing. Son was very bald, and very red, and though (of course) an undeniably fine infant, somewhat crushed and spotty in his general effect, as yet. On the brow of Dombey, Time and his brother Care had set some marks, as on a tree that was to come down in good timeâ âremorseless twins they are for striding through their human forests, notching as they goâ âwhile the countenance of Son was crossed with a thousand little creases, which the same deceitful Time would take delight in smoothing out and wearing away with the flat part of his scythe, as a preparation of the surface for his deeper operations.
Dombey, exulting in the long-looked-for event, jingled and jingled the heavy gold watch-chain that depended from below his trim blue coat, whereof the buttons sparkled phosphorescently in the feeble rays of the distant fire. Son, with his little fists curled up and clenched, seemed, in his feeble way, to be squaring at existence for having come upon him so unexpectedly.
âThe House will once again, Mrs. Dombey,â said Mr. Dombey, âbe not only in name but in fact Dombey and Son: Dom-bey and Son!â
The words had such a softening influence, that he appended a term of endearment to Mrs. Dombeyâs name (though not without some hesitation, as being a man but little used to that form of address): and said, âMrs. Dombey, myâ âmy dear.â
A transient flush of faint surprise overspread the sick ladyâs face as she raised her eyes towards him.
âHe will be christened Paul, myâ âMrs. Dombeyâ âof course.â
She feebly echoed, âOf course,â or rather expressed it by the motion of her lips, and closed her eyes again.
âHis fatherâs name, Mrs. Dombey, and his grandfatherâs! I wish his grandfather were alive this day!â And again he said âDomâbey and Son,â in exactly the same tone as before.
Those three words conveyed the one idea of Mr. Dombeyâs life. The earth was made for Dombey and Son to trade in, and the sun and moon were made to give them light. Rivers and seas were formed to float their ships; rainbows gave them promise of fair weather; winds blew for or against their enterprises; stars and planets circled in their orbits, to preserve inviolate a system of which they were the centre. Common abbreviations took new meanings in his eyes, and had sole reference to them. AD had no concern with Anno Domini, but stood for anno Dombeiâ âand Son.
He had risen, as his father had before him, in the course of life and death, from Son to Dombey, and for nearly twenty years had been the sole representative of the Firm. Of those years he had been married, tenâ âmarried, as some said, to a lady with no heart to give him; whose happiness was in the past, and who was content to bind her broken spirit to the dutiful and meek endurance of the present. Such idle talk was little likely to reach the ears of Mr. Dombey, whom it nearly concerned; and probably no one in the world would have received it with such utter incredulity as he, if it had reached him. Dombey and Son had often dealt in hides, but never in hearts. They left that fancy ware to boys and girls, and boarding-schools and books. Mr. Dombey would have reasoned: That a matrimonial alliance with himself must, in the nature of things, be gratifying and honourable to any woman of common sense. That the hope of giving birth to a new partner in such a House, could not fail to awaken a glorious and stirring ambition in the breast of the least ambitious of her sex. That Mrs. Dombey had entered on that social contract of matrimony: almost necessarily part of a genteel and wealthy station, even without reference to the perpetuation of family Firms: with her eyes fully open to these advantages. That Mrs. Dombey had had daily practical knowledge of his position in society. That Mrs. Dombey had always sat at the head of his table, and done the honours of his house in a remarkably ladylike and becoming manner. That Mrs. Dombey must have been happy. That she couldnât help it.
Or, at all events, with one drawback. Yes. That he would have allowed. With only one; but that one certainly involving much. They had been married ten years, and until this present day on which Mr. Dombey sat jingling and jingling his heavy gold watch-chain in the great armchair by the side of the bed, had had no issue.
âTo speak of; none worth mentioning. There had been a girl some six years before, and the child, who had stolen into the chamber unobserved, was now crouching timidly, in a corner whence she could see her motherâs face. But what was a girl to Dombey and Son! In the capital of the Houseâs name and dignity, such a child was merely a piece of base coin that couldnât be investedâ âa bad Boyâ ânothing more.
Mr. Dombeyâs cup of satisfaction was so full at this moment, however, that he felt he could afford a drop or two of its contents, even to sprinkle on the dust in the bypath of his little daughter.
So he said, âFlorence, you may go and look at your pretty brother, if you like, I daresay. Donât touch him!â
The child glanced keenly at the blue coat and stiff white cravat, which, with a pair of creaking boots and a very loud ticking watch, embodied her idea of a father; but her eyes returned to her motherâs face immediately, and she neither moved nor answered.
Next moment, the lady had opened her eyes and seen the child; and the child had run towards her; and, standing on tiptoe, the better to hide her face in her embrace, had clung about her with a desperate affection very much at variance with her years.
âOh Lord bless me!â said Mr. Dombey, rising testily. âA very ill-advised and feverish proceeding this, I am sure. I had better ask Doctor Peps if heâll have the goodness to step upstairs again perhaps. Iâll go down. Iâll go down. I neednât beg you,â he added, pausing for a moment at the settee before the fire, âto take particular care of this young gentleman, Mrs. ⸝â
âBlockitt, Sir?â suggested the nurse, a simpering piece of faded gentility, who did not presume to state her name as a fact, but merely offered it as a mild suggestion.
âOf this young gentleman, Mrs. Blockitt.â
âNo, Sir, indeed. I remember when Miss Florence was bornâ ââ
âAy, ay, ay,â said Mr. Dombey, bending over the basket bedstead, and slightly bending his brows at the same time. âMiss Florence was all very well, but this is another matter. This young gentleman has to accomplish a destiny. A destiny, little fellow!â As he thus apostrophised the infant he raised one of his hands to his lips, and kissed it; then, seeming to fear that the action involved some compromise of his dignity, went, awkwardly enough, away.
Doctor Parker Peps, one of the Court Physicians, and a man of immense reputation for assisting at the increase of great families, was walking up and down the drawing-room with his hands behind him, to the unspeakable admiration of the family Surgeon, who had regularly puffed the case for the last six weeks, among all his patients, friends, and acquaintances, as one to which he was in hourly expectation day and night of being summoned, in conjunction with Doctor Parker Peps.
âWell, Sir,â said Doctor Parker Peps in a round, deep, sonorous voice, muffled for the occasion, like the knocker; âdo you find that your dear lady is at all roused by your visit?â
âStimulated as it were?â said the family practitioner faintly: bowing at the same time to the Doctor, as much as to say, âExcuse my putting in a word, but this is a valuable connection.â
Mr. Dombey was quite discomfited by the question. He had thought so little of the patient, that he was not in a condition to answer it. He said that it would be a satisfaction to him, if Doctor Parker Peps would walk upstairs again.
âGood! We must not disguise from you, Sir,â said Doctor Parker Peps, âthat there is a want of power in Her Grace the Duchessâ âI beg your pardon; I confound names; I should say, in your amiable lady. That there is a certain degree of languor, and a general absence of elasticity, which we would ratherâ ânotâ ââ
âSee,â interposed the family practitioner with another inclination of the head.
âQuite so,â said Doctor Parker Peps, âwhich we would rather not see. It would appear that the system of Lady Cankabyâ âexcuse me: I should say of Mrs. Dombey: I confuse the names of casesâ ââ
âSo very numerous,â murmured the family practitionerâ ââcanât be expected Iâm sureâ âquite wonderful if otherwiseâ âDoctor Parker Pepsâs West-End practiceâ ââ
âThank you,â said the Doctor, âquite so. It would appear, I was observing, that the system of our patient has sustained a shock, from which it can only hope to rally by a great and strongâ ââ
âAnd vigorous,â murmured the family practitioner.
âQuite so,â assented the Doctorâ ââand vigorous effort. Mr. Pilkins here, who from his position of medical adviser in this familyâ âno one better qualified to fill that position, I am sure.â
âOh!â murmured the family practitioner. âââPraise from Sir Hubert Stanley!âââ
âYou are good enough,â returned Doctor Parker Peps, âto say so. Mr. Pilkins who, from his position, is best acquainted with the patientâs constitution in its normal state (an acquaintance very valuable to us in forming our opinions in these occasions), is of opinion, with me, that Nature must be called upon to make a vigorous effort in this instance; and that if our interesting friend the Countess of Dombeyâ âI beg your pardon; Mrs. Dombeyâ âshould not beâ ââ
âAble,â said the family practitioner.
âTo make that effort successfully,â said Doctor Parker Peps, âthen a crisis might arise, which we should both sincerely deplore.â
With that, they stood for a few seconds looking at the ground. Then, on the motionâ âmade in dumb showâ âof Doctor Parker Peps, they went upstairs; the family practitioner opening the room door for that distinguished professional, and following him out, with most obsequious politeness.
To record of Mr. Dombey that he was not in his way affected by this intelligence, would be to do him an injustice. He was not a man of whom it could properly be said that he was ever startled, or shocked; but he certainly had a sense within him, that if his wife should sicken and decay, he would be very sorry, and that he would find a something gone from among his plate and furniture, and other household possessions, which was well worth the having, and could not be lost without sincere regret. Though it would be a cool, businesslike, gentlemanly, self-possessed regret, no doubt.
His meditations on the subject were soon interrupted, first by the rustling of garments on the staircase, and then by the sudden whisking into the room of a lady rather past the middle age than otherwise, but dressed in a very juvenile manner, particularly as to the tightness of her bodice, who, running up to him with a kind of screw in her face and carriage, expressive of suppressed emotion, flung her arms around his neck, and said, in a choking voice,
âMy dear Paul! Heâs quite a Dombey!â
âWell, well!â returned her brotherâ âfor Mr. Dombey was her brotherâ ââI think he is like the family. Donât agitate yourself, Louisa.â
âItâs very foolish of me,â said Louisa, sitting down, and taking out her pocket-handkerchief, âbut heâsâ âheâs such a perfect Dombey! I never saw anything like it in my life!â
âBut what is this about Fanny, herself?â said Mr. Dombey. âHow is Fanny?â
âMy dear Paul,â returned Louisa, âitâs nothing whatever. Take my word, itâs nothing whatever. There is exhaustion, certainly, but nothing like what I underwent myself, either with George or Frederick. An effort is necessary. Thatâs all. If dear Fanny were a Dombey!â âBut I daresay sheâll make it; I have no doubt sheâll make it. Knowing it to be required of her, as a duty, of course sheâll make it. My dear Paul, itâs very weak and silly of me, I know, to be so trembly and shaky from head to foot; but I am so very queer that I must ask you for a glass of wine and a morsel of that cake. I thought I should have fallen out of the staircase window as I came down from seeing dear Fanny, and that tiddy ickle sing.â These last words originated in a sudden vivid reminiscence of the baby.
They were succeeded by a gentle tap at the door.
âMrs. Chick,â said a very bland female voice outside, âhow are you now, my dear friend?â
âMy dear Paul,â said Louisa in a low voice, as she rose from her seat, âitâs Miss Tox. The kindest creature! I never could have got here without her! Miss Tox, my brother Mr. Dombey. Paul, my dear, my very particular friend Miss Tox.â
The lady thus specially presented, was a long lean figure, wearing such a faded air that she seemed not to have been made in what linen-drapers call âfast coloursâ originally, and to have, by little and little, washed out. But for this she might have been described as the very pink of general propitiation and politeness. From a long habit of listening admiringly to everything that was said in her presence, and looking at the speakers as if she were mentally engaged in taking off impressions of their images upon her soul, never to part with the same but with life, her head had quite settled on one side. Her hands had contracted a spasmodic habit of raising themselves of their own accord as in involuntary admiration. Her eyes were liable to a similar affection. She had the softest voice that ever was heard; and her nose, stupendously aquiline, had a little knob in the very centre or keystone of the bridge, whence it tended downwards towards her face, as in an invincible determination never to turn up at anything.
Miss Toxâs dress, though perfectly genteel and good, had a certain character of angularity and scantiness. She was accustomed to wear odd weedy little flowers in her bonnets and caps. Strange grasses were sometimes perceived in her hair; and it was observed by the curious, of all her collars, frills, tuckers, wristbands, and other gossamer articlesâ âindeed of everything she wore which had two ends to it intended to uniteâ âthat the two ends were never on good terms, and wouldnât quite meet without a struggle. She had furry articles for winter wear, as tippets, boas, and muffs, which stood up on end in rampant manner, and were not at all sleek. She was much given to the carrying about of small bags with snaps to them, that went off like little pistols when they were shut up; and when full-dressed, she wore round her neck the barrenest of lockets, representing a fishy old eye, with no approach to speculation in it. These and other appearances of a similar nature, had served to propagate the opinion, that Miss Tox was a lady of what is called a limited independence, which she turned to the best account. Possibly her mincing gait encouraged the belief, and suggested that her clipping a step of ordinary compass into two or three, originated in her habit of making the most of everything.
âI am sure,â said Miss Tox, with a prodigious curtsey, âthat to have the honour of being presented to Mr. Dombey is a distinction which I have long sought, but very little expected at the present moment. My dear Mrs. Chickâ âmay I say Louisa!â
Mrs. Chick took Miss Toxâs hand in hers, rested the foot of her wineglass upon it, repressed a tear, and said in a low voice, âGod bless you!â
âMy dear Louisa then,â said Miss Tox, âmy sweet friend, how are you now?â
âBetter,â Mrs. Chick returned. âTake some wine. You have been almost as anxious as I have been, and must want it, I am sure.â
Mr. Dombey of course officiated.
âMiss Tox, Paul,â pursued Mrs. Chick, still retaining her hand, âknowing how much I have been interested in the anticipation of the event of today, has been working at a little gift for Fanny, which I promised to present. It is only a pincushion for the toilette table, Paul but I do say, and will say, and must say, that Miss Tox has very prettily adapted the sentiment to the occasion. I call âWelcome little Dombeyâ Poetry, myself!â
âIs that the device?â inquired her brother.
âThat is the device,â returned Louisa.
âBut do me the justice to remember, my dear Louisa,â said Miss Tox in a tone of low and earnest entreaty, âthat nothing but theâ âI have some difficulty in expressing myselfâ âthe dubiousness of the result would have induced me to take so great a liberty: âWelcome, Master Dombey,â would have been much more congenial to my feelings, as I am sure you know. But the uncertainty attendant on angelic strangers, will, I hope, excuse what must otherwise appear an unwarrantable familiarity.â Miss Tox made a graceful bend as she spoke, in favour of Mr. Dombey, which that gentleman graciously acknowledged. Even the sort of recognition of Dombey and Son, conveyed in the foregoing conversation, was so palatable to him, that his sister, Mrs. Chickâ âthough he affected to consider her a weak good-natured personâ âhad perhaps more influence over him than anybody else.
âWell!â said Mrs. Chick, with a sweet smile, âafter this, I forgive Fanny everything!â
It was a declaration in a Christian spirit, and Mrs. Chick felt that it did her good. Not that she had anything particular to forgive in her sister-in-law, nor indeed anything at all, except her having married her brotherâ âin itself a species of audacityâ âand her having, in the course of events, given birth to a girl instead of a boy: which, as Mrs. Chick had frequently observed, was not quite what she had expected of her, and was not a pleasant return for all the attention and distinction she had met with.
Mr. Dombey being hastily summoned out of the room at this moment, the two ladies were left alone together. Miss Tox immediately became spasmodic.
âI knew you would admire my brother. I told you so beforehand, my dear,â said Louisa.
Miss Toxâs hands and eyes expressed how much.
âAnd as to his property, my dear!â
âAh!â said Miss Tox, with deep feeling.
âImâmense!â
âBut his deportment, my dear Louisa!â said Miss Tox. âHis presence! His dignity! No portrait that I have ever seen of anyone has been half so replete with those qualities. Something so stately, you know: so uncompromising: so very wide across the chest: so upright! A pecuniary Duke of York, my love, and nothing short of it!â said Miss Tox. âThatâs what I should designate him.â
âWhy, my dear Paul!â exclaimed his sister, as he returned, âyou look quite pale! Thereâs nothing the matter?â
âI am sorry to say, Louisa, that they tell me that Fannyâ ââ
âNow, my dear Paul,â returned his sister rising, âdonât believe it. If you have any reliance on my experience, Paul, you may rest assured that there is nothing wanting but an effort on Fannyâs part. And that effort,â she continued, taking off her bonnet, and adjusting her cap and gloves, in a businesslike manner, âshe must be encouraged, and really, if necessary, urged to make. Now, my dear Paul, come upstairs with me.â
Mr. Dombey, who, besides being generally influenced by his sister for the reason already mentioned, had really faith in her as an experienced and bustling matron, acquiesced; and followed her, at once, to the sick chamber.
The lady lay upon her bed as he had left her, clasping her little daughter to her breast. The child clung close about her, with the same intensity as before, and never raised her head, or moved her soft cheek from her motherâs face, or looked on those who stood around, or spoke, or moved, or shed a tear.
âRestless without the little girl,â the Doctor whispered Mr. Dombey. âWe found it best to have her in again.â
There was such a solemn stillness round the bed; and the two medical attendants seemed to look on the impassive form with so much compassion and so little hope, that Mrs. Chick was for the moment diverted from her purpose. But presently summoning courage, and what she called presence of mind, she sat down by the bedside, and said in the low precise tone of one who endeavours to awaken a sleeper:
âFanny! Fanny!â
There was no sound in answer but the loud ticking of Mr. Dombeyâs watch and Doctor Parker Pepsâs watch, which seemed in the silence to be running a race.
âFanny, my dear,â said Mrs. Chick, with assumed lightness, âhereâs Mr. Dombey come to see you. Wonât you speak to him? They want to lay your little boyâ âthe baby, Fanny, you know; you have hardly seen him yet, I thinkâ âin bed; but they canât till you rouse yourself a little. Donât you think itâs time you roused yourself a little? Eh?â
She bent her ear to the bed, and listened: at the same time looking round at the bystanders, and holding up her finger.
âEh?â she repeated, âwhat was it you said, Fanny? I didnât hear you.â
No word or sound in answer. Mr. Dombeyâs watch and Dr. Parker Pepsâs watch seemed to be racing faster.
âNow, really, Fanny my dear,â said the sister-in-law, altering her position, and speaking less confidently, and more earnestly, in spite of herself, âI shall have to be quite cross with you, if you donât rouse yourself. Itâs necessary for you to make an effort, and perhaps a very great and painful effort which you are not disposed to make; but this is a world of effort you know, Fanny, and we must never yield, when so much depends upon us. Come! Try! I must really scold you if you donât!â
The race in the ensuing pause was fierce and furious. The watches seemed to jostle, and to trip each other up.
âFanny!â said Louisa, glancing round, with a gathering alarm. âOnly look at me. Only open your eyes to show me that you hear and understand me; will you? Good Heaven, gentlemen, what is to be done!â
The two medical attendants exchanged a look across the bed; and the Physician, stooping down, whispered in the childâs ear. Not having understood the purport of his whisper, the little creature turned her perfectly colourless face and deep dark eyes towards him; but without loosening her hold in the least.
The whisper was repeated.
âMama!â said the child.
The little voice, familiar and dearly loved, awakened some show of consciousness, even at that ebb. For a moment, the closed eye lids trembled, and the nostril quivered, and the faintest shadow of a smile was seen.
âMama!â cried the child sobbing aloud. âOh dear Mama! oh dear Mama!â
The Doctor gently brushed the scattered ringlets of the child, aside from the face and mouth of the mother. Alas how calm they lay there; how little breath there was to stir them!
Thus, clinging fast to that slight spar within her arms, the mother drifted out upon the dark and unknown sea that rolls round all the world.
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